Baseball
“We are wary of sentiment and obsessively knowing, and we feel obliged to put a spin of psychology or economic determinism or bored contempt on all clear-color memories. I suppose someone could say that my father was a privileged Wasp, who was able to pursue some adolescent, rustic yearnings far too late in life. But that would miss the point. My father was knowing, too; he was a New York sophisticate who spurned cynicism. He had only limited financial success as a Wall Street lawyer, but that work allowed him to put in great amounts of time with the American Civil Liberties Union. Most of his life, I heard him talk about the latest issues or cases involving censorship, Jim Crow laws, voting rights, freedom of speech, racial and sexual discrimination, and threats to the Constitution; these struggles continue to this day, God knows, but the difference back then was that men and women like my father always sounded as if such battles would be won in the end. The news was always harsh, and fresh threats to freedom immediate, but every problem was capable of solution somewhere down the line. We don’t hold such ideas anymore – about our freedoms or about anything else. My father looked on baseball the same way; he would never be a big-league player, or even a college player, but whenever he found a game he jumped at the chance to play and to win.
If this sounds like a romantic or foolish impulse to us today, it is because most of American life, including baseball, no longer feels feasible. We know everything about the game now, thanks to instant replay and computerized stats, and what we seem to have concluded is that almost none of us are good enough to play it. Thanks to television and sports journalism, we also know everything about the skills and financial worth and private lives of the enormous young men we have hired to play baseball for us, but we don’t seem to know how to keep their salaries or their personalities within human proportions. We don’t like them as much as we once did, and we don’t like ourselves as much, either. Baseball becomes feasible from time to time, not much more, and we fans must make prodigious efforts to rearrange our profoundly ironic contemporary psyches in order to allow its old pleasures to reach us. My father wasn’t naive; he was lucky.”
- Roger Angell, “Early Innings”
Ackley Called to Big Club
Saunders Comes Through Again

Yes, the news is generally dismal this year. However, I’m optimistic about the future. This kid is a big reason why. He is a “five tool” player who smoked the minors and is beginning to find his stroke in the bigs. Add the recently acquired Justin Smoak, Dustin Ackley (who might make an appearance in September) and Michael Pineda (Felix Junior), you have the nucleus of a longtime contender.
Note to Dr. Z, time to bring up Adam Moore as an everyday catcher so we can see what he can do.
The Fourth Inning of My Life
Hallelujah, the month of June and my salvation is nigh (I’d like to believe) or at least my summer off. So I’m sitting here at Schultzy’s on the Ave enjoying an Andouille and a beer, reading The Stranger and watching the M’s stay even with Detroit, writing this with a pen borrowed from a low-key but lovely waitress. It’s the fourth inning, 2-2, and it feels like the fourth inning of my life as well. All tied up, with not too much drama so far, a few hits, a couple of runs, some bad pitches, some good ones, a double-play, two stolen bases, one homer that just cleared the wall in center field, a couple of errors, two men on base, Ichiro up to bat (two outs, of course), the count at 0-2. Now 1-2 (way outside.) Damn! Fastball, check swing, strike three. End of inning. Commercial break. Top of the fifth. My life. But: is it me vs. the world? me vs. the Devil? me vs. God? me vs. myself?





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