I wished I was stronger
I wished I was smarter
I wished I loved Jesus
The way my wife does…
I wished I was stronger
I wished I was smarter
I wished I loved Jesus
The way my wife does…
A nod to Kierkegaard and Walker Percy: existentialist tomfoolery, political satire, literary homage, word mongering, a year-round summer reading club, Dylanesque music bits, apocalyptic marianism, poetry, fiction, meta-porn, a prisoner work-release program.
Søren Kierkegaard
Walker Percy
Bob Dylan
Literature & History
Letters from an American
Beau of the Fifth Column
This American Life
The Writer’s Almanac
San Diego Reader
The Stranger
The Inlander
Adoremus
Charlotte was Both
The Onion
From Empty Hands
Ellen Finnigan
America
Commonweal
First Things
National Review
The New Republic
All Manner of Thing
Gerasene Writers Conference
Scrutinies
DarwinCatholic
Catholic and Enjoying It
Bad Catholic
Universalis
Is My Phylactery Showing?
Quotidian Quintilian
En pocas palabras
William Wilson, Guitarist Extraordinaire
Signposts in a Strange Land
Ben Hatke
Daniel Mitsui
Dappled Things
The Fine Delight
Gene Luen Yang
Wiseblood Books
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Awesome. Thanks for that. In return, I give you Gillian Welch, which is probably old stuff for a young dude like you.
And thanks for using the "From the …" title! Does me proud.
Matthew, will you be covering this?
Oh, hell, no. I wrote about that five years ago, in a little book: "I resent feeling like I can't send my kids to public school, not so much for what they will (or won't) be taught there, but because I don't want to see my eight-year-old daughter at a school talent show someday, thrusting her hips and lip-synching to Shania Twain about what keeps her warm in the middle of the night." (Yes, it's pretentious to quote myself, but it's a blog comment, so I'm hoping the absurdity will cancel the pretension.) Still – awful.
As for "From the…" I try to be a team player. I didn't start this blog.
Gillian Welch is great.
Matthew,
Here – just so you don't feel alone – is my autoquotation, a variant on your theme:
Theuth Resurrected, or The Pornography Shop
They cannot move their heads round because of the fetters,
and they can only look forward, but light comes to them
from fire burning behind them higher up at a distance.
– Plato, The Republic
Barely dressed in a black thong and demi-bra,
You would’ve liked to have had yourself filmed
For the modern romance, the coterie of souls
Thriving in dark rooms, doused in chemicals.
But even the mirror had just enough of a fix
To get you through to the smeared mix of
Reality and make-up applied by diligent hands.
Neither severe as Titian, nor native as Gauguin,
You pose, smarmy as Rockwell, fake as Nagel —
Not a pin-up but a pin-down, there you are
To open up your own niche in Theatre,
Getting paid to remain fuckable and breakable.
For you, disappointment and desire are contracted
By the studio to a single, lingering scene:
But there is no dance, no inexorable waiting
Beneath the bough-heavy lean of moonlight.
There is only truth and disclosure, grainy
And captured in celluloid layers.
“Memories are not enough,” someone said ,
So film is there to gobble up forgetfulness.
Theuth is resurrected in Technicolor fashion.
But film proves content is less than discovery —
Something flashy slips off, something fleshy slips
Away. The lights die. The crew wanders from the set.
Dried up in the moment, you are left alone
With cold skin and eyes streaked like a clowns’,
Barely dressed in a black thong and demi-bra
As the scent of cold cream begins to fill the air.